“The Lord heard our voice… And He saw our suffering.”
Is there a significant difference between vayishma et koleinu, that “The Lord
heard our voice,” and vayar et onyeinu, and
“saw our suffering”? Is it not essentially the same idea?
Rabbi Soloveitchik suggests that the two are not the same.
There are some pains and misfortunes that we respond to with a cry for help
from God. However, there are other tragedies and heartaches that person will
suffer in silence, not calling out in prayer. Rabbi Soloveitchik says that this
was a time when the Jewish people felt overwhelmed and did not have the words
or even a way to express their pain.
However, God, who is all-knowing, also knows the pain that
is filled by a crushed heart. It is this kind of pain that the author of the
Haggadah understands and describes, “And He saw her suffering.” Not only did
God hear their voices, God also heard the silent, unarticulated cries rising
from the depths of their hearts.
In a moving and beautiful prayer that is added to the
liturgy during the High Holidays, we say to God, “The One who answered our
forefather Abraham at Mount Moriah, He will answer you and listen to your cries
today.”
Asks Rabbi Soloveitchik, if we search the story of the Binding
of Isaac, we never once see Abraham praying to God! So at what point does God
answer Abraham’s prayer on Mount Moriah? Says the Rav: God heard the prayers of
an anguished heart-the torment of a father anticipating that he was about to
lose his beloved child
God, who sees all affliction, saw Abraham’s inner turmoil
and answered him even though Abraham did not utter a formal prayer.
Each day, in our prayer of the silent devotion of the
Amidah, we ask God, “See our afflictions.” These words address this kind of
prayer. They speak of the inner struggles, the troubles, and the suffering that
we endure in silence. We are confident that God answers not only the prayers
that we verbalize; he also answers prayers we don’t express but are solely
within the chambers of our hearts. (The Night That not Unites, page 136)
Know that I keep you in my prayers daily, praying for health
and healing. Be comforted knowing God also hears the prayers we don’t express
but are solely within the chambers of our hearts during this difficult time.
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