Presidents of the United States wonder what will be their posterity and worry how they will be remembered. On dappim TB Yevamot 96b-97a we read a story that shows that rabbis are no different.
Ҥ Rabbi Elazar went and said
this halakha in the study hall, but he did not state it in the
name of Rabbi Yoḥanan. Instead, he issued the halakha without
attribution. Rabbi Yoḥanan heard that Rabbi Elazar omitted mention of
his name and became angry with him. Rabbi Ami and Rabbi Asi visited
Rabbi Yoḥanan, to placate him so that he would not be annoyed with his beloved
disciple. They said to him: Wasn’t there an incident in the synagogue of
Tiberias involving a bolt that secures a door in place and that has
a thick knob [gelustera] at its end? The question was whether it
may be moved on Shabbat as a vessel, or whether it is considered muktze
as raw material.
“And it was stated that Rabbi Elazar
and Rabbi Yosei argued over this case until they became so upset
with each other that they tore a Torah scroll in their anger. The Gemara
interrupts this account to clarify exactly what happened: Tore? Can it enter
your mind that such great Sages would intentionally tear a Torah scroll? Rather,
you must say that a Torah scroll was torn through their anger. In the
heat of their debate they pulled the scroll from one side to another until it
tore. And Rabbi Yosei ben Kisma, who was there at the time, said:
I would be surprised if this synagogue does not become a place of idolatrous
worship. This unfortunate event is a sign that this place is unsuitable for
a synagogue. And indeed this eventually occurred.
“Rabbi Ami and Rabbi Asi cited this baraita
to hint to Rabbi Yoḥanan how careful one must be to avoid anger. However, Rabbi
Yoḥanan grew even angrier, saying: You are even making us colleagues
now? Those two Sages were peers, whereas Rabbi Elazar is merely my student.
“Rabbi Ya’akov bar Idi visited Rabbi Yoḥanan and said to him:
The verse states: “As God commanded His servant Moses, so did Moses command
Joshua, and so did Joshua, he left nothing undone of all that the Lord
commanded Moses” (Joshua 11:15). Now did Joshua, with regard to every
matter that he said, say to the Jews: Thus Moses said to me? Rather,
Joshua would sit and teach Torah without attributing his
statements, and everyone would know that it was from the Torah of
Moses. So too, your disciple Rabbi Elazar sits and teaches without attribution,
and everyone knows that his teaching is from your
instruction. Hearing this, Rabbi Yoḥanan was appeased.
“He said to Rabbi Ami and Rabbi Asi: Why don’t
you know how to appease me like our colleague ben Idi? The Gemara asks: And
Rabbi Yoḥanan, what is the reason that he was so angry about this
matter? The Gemara answers that this is as Rav Yehuda said that Rav
said: What is the meaning of that which is written: “I will dwell in
Your tent in worlds” (Psalms 61:5), literally, forever? And is it
possible for a person to live in two worlds simultaneously? Rather,
David said before the Holy One, Blessed be He: Master of the Universe, let it
be Your will that they will say a matter of halakha in my name in
this world when I have passed on to another world. As Rabbi Yoḥanan said
in the name of Rabbi Shimon ben Yoḥai: With regard to any Torah scholar
in whose name a matter of halakha is said in this world, his lips mouth
the words in the grave, as though he is talking. Rabbi Yitzḥak ben
Ze’eira said, and some say this was stated by Shimon the Nazirite: What
is the verse from which it is derived? “And the roof of your mouth is
like the best wine that glides down smoothly for my beloved, moving gently the
lips of those who are asleep” (Song of Songs 7:10).
“He explains:
This is like a pile [komer] of grapes left to warm before they
are pressed: Just as in the case of a pile of grapes, when a person
places his finger on it, immediately it moves, as the wine bursts through
and the whole pile shakes, so too with Torah scholars: When a
teaching is said in their name in this world their lips mouth the words in
the grave. For this reason Rabbi Yoḥanan wanted his Torah statements to be
attributed to him, so that he would earn eternal life.” (Sefaria.org translation)
Rabbi Yoḥanan was
angry when Rabbi Elazar did not state a halakha in his name because wanted to
ensure that his legacy would endure. He needed not have worried because hardly
a daf goes by where his teaching isn’t
mentioned.
Now that I am heading towards the
end of my rabbinate, I also wonder about my legacy. Whenever a newspaper has
listed the 100 most influential rabbis, my name has never appeared. That fact
has never bothered me because in a year or two let alone a 100 years, how many
of those rabbis’ names will be remembered. Even if they have published a book
that is popular today, that book can become out-of-print, obscure, and
forgotten.
I don’t need to be remembered like Rabbi Yoḥanan desired. What would I like my legacy as a
rabbi to be? I hope that I made a positive difference in somebody’s life. I
hope people will remember me that I’ve always tried my best even though I’ve
made my share of mistakes. I hope that I will be remembered by those who know
me as a mensch. That’s a good enough legacy for me.
What do you hope your legacy will
be?
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