We learned in the
mishna that Rabbi Eliezer says: One whose prayer is fixed, his prayer is not
supplication. The Gemara asks: What is the meaning of fixed
in this context? Rabbi Ya’akov bar Idi said that Rabbi Oshaya said:
It means anyone for whom his prayer is like a burden upon him, from
which he seeks to be quickly unburdened. The Rabbis say: This refers to anyone
who does not recite prayer in the language of supplication, but as a
standardized recitation without emotion. Rabba and Rav Yosef both said:
It refers to anyone unable to introduce a novel element, i.e.,
something personal reflecting his personal needs, to his prayer, and only
recites the standard formula.
Rabbi Lawrence Hoffman writes in his book The Way Into
Jewish Prayer:
“With the writing of a prayer book, centuries later,
the danger of treating prayer like a fixed task became even greater, and to
this day there are many Jews who falsely identify the outward act of reading
liturgy with the inner act of worship. Heschel decries this ‘spiritual
absenteeism.’ Some modern men and women ‘pray by proxy’ (he says), letting the
Rabbi or Cantor do the work while they sit passively in the pews turning the
pages; others read the words, but they recite the prayer book ‘as if it were
last week’s newspaper…. The words are there but the souls who are to feel their
meaning, to absorb their significance, or absent. They utter shells of
syllables but put nothing of themselves into the shells.’
But the minute Beethoven’s symphonies were written out
so that musicians could perform them, the meaning of keva (fixed) and kavanah
(spontaneous) changed. Orchestras do not make up the notes from scratch. They
follow the composer’s note by note instructions. Keva would now be going
through the notes in the right order. But there is such a thing as musical
Kavanah, nevertheless. It is the creative interpretation of the piece, which
makes one performance magnificent and another humdrum. So too with prayer.
After prayer books came into being, the option of making up all the blessings
were gone. Kavanah became the way the prayers are read. Every worshiper like a
musical performer, going about the task of saying words that are hallowed by
tradition, but able to do so with newly discovered meeting each and every time….
Others, however, attend carefully to what the words mean, think deeply of their
consequences, and commit their very being to the prayer books vision of a
better world. Such people, Heschel tells us, know that ‘To pray is to dream in
league with God.’” (Pages 34-37)
Here is an example how you can add kavanah to your
fixed prayer. The eighth blessing of the weekday Amidah is a prayer for
healing. After the Torah is read on Monday, Thursday, and Shabbat morning
services, a special prayer for healing, mi sheberach, is recited with the names
of all the people we are praying for. During these moments of keva, I encourage
you to think about a time when a friend or family member was in dire need of
healing. Picture that person in distress, waiting for the help, healing, and
comfort to come. Then continue to pray the prayer.
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